3/08/2009

Something To Ponder


Howdy Kids ! Im back and tired... Why because I just finished jumping double dutch for two hours.. It is amazing the things you do that can trigger moments of sadness...

Yes a simple game of double dutch triggered sadness..

Why you ask because today was the first day I saw my wasted youth.....

I began to think of all the wasted opportunities, and all of the time I've wasted..

And began to get teary eyed... Because the last time I really jumped some double dutch I was 14.. Im 29 now.. And I have learned a lot but not enough.. I have wasted so many chances to change the world. It's really a sad and strange thing..

I know that most people would like to change one or a few things about their lives.. But me I would just like to start each day with how I felt today while jumping rope..

I want to live my life through the eyes of wisdom.. But not just any kind of wisdom.

I want the wisdom to complain less because it could always be worse..
The wisdom to get enough rest because this is the only body I have..
The wisdom to love whom I choose.. because love is the best action I could ever show.

The wisdom to speak my mind because Im allowing spiritual rape each time someone commits an injustice against me and I dont speak up for myself..

It's March already and I still dont know what this year holds for me... But i know my life changed today as I jumped double dutch at 29.....

Thanks for reading my rant.... This Buddhist quotes matches how I feel and how Im going to live my life..


To be idle is a short road to death and to be diligent is a way of life; foolish people are idle, wise people are diligent.
Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful.

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