STD's (Shit To Do)

Hey ya'll,

It is soo time for my rant of the day...

I am in a mood and Im so scared because for the first time in my life Im uncomfortable and have no idea what to expect next..

I invited a few friends over to hang out and have some fun.. And of course some folks I know by association (thx Ree) came too.. We'll I drank way too much and some how my ipod was stolen.. Now I am a firm believer in Karma and in my life I have stolen.. From stores.... Never from a friend or a friend of a friend..

As I said I believe in karma and what you put out you will get back.. So this maybe me getting back the vibe I put out.. However, this whole situation has me on edge.

What happens when you dont feel safe in your home anymore?

The kicker is I was told to move awhile back and I didnt..
I dont trust folks anymore...

I mean you allow people to come into your space and they steal from you...
How do you keep faith in people after that.. I feel so violated...

Anybody that really knows me knows.. I would give you the shirt off my back if I could... Why would you steal from someone who invited you into their space..

I just dont know.. You think you know people but you really dont..

So I have officially posted a sign on my door.. it say's I have STD's

SHIT TO DO.. Go Away.. Because I dont know how to feel right now... I have tears in my eyes because my heart hurts..

My ipod is something that I hold dear because it was given to me... and if the person really wanted it I would have brought them one..

So I titled this post because I really have some shit to do in myself..

I have decisions to make and not alot of time to do it in..

So I pose the question to you do you have STD's ???