Hey Lambs !

Ok so I have decided that Im gonna bite the bullet and....... Blog lol.. Awwww yaay!!!

Let's skip the shit and jump right in...


So far 2010 has been an interesting year.. I know for certain that the old me has gone up in flames.. And I soooooooo love it.. Im glad that some of the dumb things that I used to do I dont do anymore.. Now I can admit that there are a select few in my life who havent taken to kindly to my change.. But you know what.. I really dont give one good damn about it..

I want to see what this life has to offer me.. I dont want to just get up to go to a dead end job just to live check to check.. And then still be unhappy.. I want.....


TO BREAK FREE!!! Omg ! That song is so speaking to where I am right now..

Im so sick of people imposing their Ideas on who you should be were you should go, what you should wear or say... Im just ready to just cut EVERYONE off!!

What is a woman to do... I used to say that I was a little kid trapped in a adult body.. But I realize that I never had a childhood.. I just spent my time being angry and searching for approval from people who didnt really care and never thought to take the time to try to..

So it is with this information that I embark on this new journey.. And Im honest staying the way I was is so much easier.. Because then I wouldnt have to feel all the time..

But I rather hurt and be honest than to hide behind a fake smile.. AND cry my eyes out with every chance...

So I wish whom ever reads this note the courage to face life head on.. No matter the cost because an unexplored life is death to the soul!


Nameste!